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                       I LOVE THE WAY
I love the way i feel when you're around.
I love the warm feelings i get when im in your arms.
I love the little kisses on the cheek, the hugs when i'm down, and the way you're so concerned.
I love the way you ask me whats wrong and don't leave me alone till i tell you the truth.
I love the way you cheer me up with just your smile, the way you never stop trying to make me feel better until i really am better.
I love the way that no matter whats wrong you always know how to make me smile.
I love the warm feelings, happy thought, and good times we shared.
I love the way you're always there.
I love the way i can always lean on you, tell you anything and everything, get hugs when im sad, advice when i need it or a shoulder to cry on.
But most of all i love the way i love you.
 
 
SILENCE ISN'T GOLDEN
bY Trina
 
silence closes in all around.
the last tears form behind my eyes.
no time left to hear you last words.
you disappear and you single tear dries.
with no warning you suddenley gone.
i'm left alone; there's nothing here.
this empty world has grown so cold.
nothing left but lonely fear.
a silent gasp escapes my mouth.
and silent shudders begin to fill me.
im staring at your listless face.
imagining what will never be.
if you're really gone now,
then i'm gone to.
because i was never anything
until the day i found you.
the silence surrounds me,
and the cold seeps in.
i'm imagining the sound of your voice.
and feeling your arms around me again.
but thats not whats reality,
becuase in reality you're gone.
with the love that we shared and lost,
it used to make me feel so strong.
now im empty and have nowhere to go.
wiht no one to hold me or kiss me goodnight.
without you i'll never breath right.
the sun can't shine anymore;
it misses the light from your face.
the birds will never sing again,
because the sound of your voice is erased.
if the sun won't shine and the birds won't sing
why should i try to live again?
because your laying silent;
you have no breath to speak,
this silence isn't golden.
 
   why?
she sat in the chair, hoping he would be all right,
hoping he would get through this, hoping to see him again.
her legs were shaking and her heart was racing, finally the doctor came out.
she stood and smiled hoping for good news,
the doctor looked gravely at her but all he said was
"I'm sorry."
her smile faded as she fell to the chair crying.
tears rolling down her cheeks but she didnt care she let them fall.
she blames herself
because of her, her only love is gone.
she will never get to hold his hands, be wraped in his arms, or be wraped in his arms.
they an never walk hand in hand on the beach, or eat together, she would never again be able to fall asleep in his arms or tell him how much she really loves him.
she knew it wasnt her fault that he was gone but she couldnt help but to blame herself.
Expescially when the last thing he said to her was,
"I love You, I always have , and I always will."
now he's gone and she wil never be able to tell him how much she really loved him or how much he meant to her.
 
Gone
In a room all alone,
no where to go,
she sits in a corner about to cry.
she keeps on telling herself it will be ok
but in reality she knows the truth.
she knows the two of them are over,
she knows the love they shared is gone.
she tries to think he still loves her but in reality she knows he doesn't.
she tries to blame him but for every bad thought she has a million good ones follow.
finally in dispair she blames herself,
maybe if she listened to him more,
maybe if she called him more,
maybe if she went to his house more,
she tried to blame herslf, little did she now that it wasn't her fault it was his.
she can't figure out why he left her or how she could stay friends with him while hiding her feelings, but she knew if she tried she could do it.
 
~~All Because you kissed me goodnight~~
 
I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

 

-Friends-
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss,
If you are my friend, please answer me this:
Are we friends, or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true,
So I can say "I'm here for you."
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven and wait for you,
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the loss of everything.
There isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
To have a friend just like you!

-I 'll be fine-
i'll be fine w/o u
i won't even cry
even though i know
"i love you" was a lie
so go on with ur life
and i'll go on with mine
getting pass the knowledge
all u did was lie
i'm willing to be friends
but it will take time untill than....good-bye!
i should have thought faster
i didnt have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while im slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and im completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye